Well Ricky, Still missing you.  I got a cd from church on how to deal with tragedy.  I am going to watch it soon.

I finally got my own home and my horses are with me along with some one elses horses.  The plan was that we would be together and take care of the horses and property, but that's not going to happen now.  I asked a question cause I could not understand why I am taking care of 5 horses and a stallion when only two are mine.  And paying for hay for all of them.    And now your uncle thinks he is going to move up here to vegetate.

I had to put Lily down and it is with a sad heart I did it.  I know you will see her again, she was a good dog.